It took me many years to feel comfortable being in my own skin.
I was constantly comparing myself to others and that destroyed me without even knowing it.
Everything I did I found a flaw in it.
I hated myself so much that I would hurt myself and in doing that I hurt the most important people around me.
And that destroyed me even more knowing that I was hurting other people.
Sometimes I wonder why I hated myself so much...
But at the end of the day I had been put down by so many people that eventually I thought it was normal and what they were saying was true and what they did to me I deserved.
Many years latter I have learnt that you have to choose yourself, even when others refuse to.
Self love is choosing yourself and choosing yourself is self care.
And never forget your current situation is not your final destination.
And the pain you may be feeling is only temporary.