I’m holding my head up., keeping my boundaries and insisting .. I will not participate in my own abuse by the stbex and my daughters. They do not want me at my babies graduation .. high school!! I was told by my daughter that if I come I will not be acknowledged and I feel like I can’t win this, so I’m not going. This is so hard that I’ve spent a lot of time on my knees asking god for guidance. Please lift me up today ( Saturday) and if you happen to be at porter ridge high school graduation today at 4, I’d love a picture of Nadia Karzouz. I miss my daughters more than anything!