I know I'm not as half as pretty as most girls, but I dont think I deserve to be lied to, cheated on, used, or disrespected in any kind of way. Especially when you gave all you had and more.
I know being in a relationship is not the most important thing but it's nice to have. But after you been done wrong for so long it scares you to open your heart again. Your afraid to even walk away from the relationship where all this is taking place, because maybe this is what you deserve. And maybe this is as close as you will ever get to being in a relationship so you just put up with it. It's a hurt no one knows about until you have been in the situation.
I see so many couples that are so happy with each other. I wish I can be like that one day. I pray for all happy couples to keep going strong and be happy and faithful to one another.