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I've been with the same guy for 14 years. We were married, and divorced. I sold my Harley to divorce him. We got back together...true love. We just remarried. I'm having so much trouble having an orgasm. Like I've never thought my husband had ever cheated on me until this last year. You're all prolly thinking why did you remarry?! Because I've no solid proof. We've both battled addictions. I have drug induced sycosis. I thought I was hearing a woman talk to him. I figured maybe it was a Bluetooth phone call....but he's always with me. He literally was always with me. However, the gas lighting and bullshit from my hallucinations had severely screwed my head up. Yes, we've talked about it. He doesn't understand what the term gas lighting is. I've had women call me and beg me not to hurt them because of all of this....except one or two. Maybe I've done something to my brain that is going to take many years to clear up. I'm losing this. I want to find another man to sleep with just to see if that's the case....I'm so hurry by everything we put ourselves through this last year. I love him so very much and only want what's best for us both. I'm tired of not reaching climax. Its been 3 months. Thoughts will pop into my head, things that have been said to me or around me about him....things that have happened here where we live....down to me feeling shame or gilt for even trying to be intimate with him. By the way please don't tell me to leave. That's not an option right now for three small reasons. He tries so very hard to make me climax. I've begged God to help. I'm totally losing this. Help

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You need professional help if you are not already receiving it.
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You need to Pray and pray our Jesus to help you! There will be a warfare you need to asking holy spirit to protect you

Wish you the best
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