I’m not strong enough. I broke and now at least temporarily I’m losing everything including my daughter, my dog and the house I was going to sign the lease on. The stress and anxiety overwhelmed me and the severe depression returned making it impossible for me to function normally. I’m taking a leave of absence from work and going to stay with a friend. My daughter will be with her dad and my dog will be with my dad. I really tried to push it back, but it got the best of me. I tried so hard to hide it from my stbx and this morning he confronted me and I lost it. He’s actually been very helpful and (dare I say ) caring. No, there is no chance of reconciliation( not that I want it anyway), but at least I don’t have to fight him anymore. Wish me luck on a quick recovery.