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Hi my name is Cassy... Ya know sometimes a girl feels good about herself. Took and is still taking many years after my 19 yr marriage to feel good about myself! After years and years of physical/mental/emotional abuse I feel confident in myself again... 

Sure have days of doubt, but u don't hate looking at myself, I don't play over and over in my head I'm a fat ugly cunt was told.this day in and day out for a very long time sooo long I believed it! I don't believe that anymore... 

Of course I'm no beauty queen I know that, but I've come to realize what real beauty is! True beauty is in your heart, soul, and mind... When I die ppl will not say she was the prettiest girl in the room, but I hope to everything holy they say ya know she sure could make ya feel good, she tried her best and always tried to do right by others... They're gonna say man that girl had a mouth which I fucking do! But most of all I hope people say she was always there for me, she fought for me, or she was the only one I trusted with my secrets! I believe in people, I believe there's has to be more good in this world than bad, and most all I believed I lived through hell and walked thru fire to inspire others... 

I have seen many dark days, I've had plenty of broken bones and even a ruptured spleen at the hands of the devil. I've been told how dumb, stupid, ugly, fat, and any other hurtful words out there! I've had guns held to my head, my children's head, I've been told if I left the kids would be killed, his suicidal rants pacing with a gun, threatened to steal the kids, etc. 

I've been thru some stuff Plz, ladies know you aren't alone! Know there is Hope! Know you have value! Know it takes hard work! Know a better life is possible! Know your truth! And please never give up, ever ♡

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