Good Morning Ladies. I really dont know where to begin but for my entire life I have been unloved. I have been begging God my entire life for peace. Nothing good ever happens for me. I have 3 children by all different abusive men.I was stabbed 9 times by one of them. I barely survived. I lost both my parents and have no one in my life I can talk to . My younger child is a recent cancer survivor. That is the o ly blessing I have ever received. I am also very greatful my other 2 are healthy. I suffer from extreme depression and no medication has ever work for me currently we are living off of Social Security if for whatever reason are checked in even come today once again I am beyond stressed I am so tired of living like this I don't know what else to do if it's not one bad thing it's another it's a never-ending cycle.