My husband of 10 years ago cheated on me multiple times. We always fight and argue. I decided one day that I had enough so I left with our 2 daughters. After I left he came every day begging me to come back home. After 3 weeks I moved back home whit him. Now he is smothering me with affection and all I keep thinking is that he is going to hurt me again. I keep pushing him away because I do not love him anymore and he thinks now that I am cheating on him. What should I do?