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Every day I try and make a better life for myself and my son. One day I hope to be out of the toxic situation I'm in. Maybe I got married to young. Maybe I married the wrong guy. I dont know. Love shouldn't hurt. You shouldn't have to beg for what you deserve. Yet everyday I wake up and try again. I'm not who I use to be. I use to be happy. I use to love myself. I use to love my life, now I wake up everyday and only smile because of my son. I know when you've finally had enough you will walk away but I only want to fix all of this and give my baby the unbroken home life he deserves. He loves seeing mommy and daddy smile and laugh together. That kills me. It makes it harder to walk away. Sorry for the long post. Just venting.

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Your relationship is what you make it my dear. The reason why both of you have not walked away is not just your son but the fact that you love each other. Do not parenthood alter your feelings for each other or make you stop doing the things you used to do for each other. Go back to those things that made you fall in love with each other in the 1st place, rekindle that love, spend time together, go out for a movie..... Love just doesnt fade away.

I know you will make it work
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