I’m not strong. I haven’t been out of bed in four days. Barely eating or drinking anything. My dads sick terminally and I planned to see him this month but my husband chooses to spend almost 2K a month on weed for him and his two grown nephews and I have epilepsy but own my own business which is really slowing down due to the economy so now I have to run my business and get a full time job. I’m the only one in this house who works and meets all the financial obligations. I usually pay my nephew a thousand dollars to take me to my dads New Jersey to North Carolina since with epilepsy I can’t drive. Mind you he’s 46 years old lives here for free and asked me to pay his car insurance of 441 yesterday which like an idiot I did. I asked him last week if he could cut the fee in half to go to my dad. He hangs out with my brother. He has a good time. It’s not like he’s bored. He never answered me and the trip never came up again. So it’s a no. I have financially bailed him out of so many messes and I’m pushed aside if there’s no financial gain. I spent a week in the hospital last week and my husband ran through thousands of dollars. I came home to 145 dollars in my account. I went in with five figures but I did pay some bills so I’m fairness he blew about 5K. He likes to flash money like he has it. I’m the one working my ass off and supporting the house. It’s been that way for quite some time. I’ve hit rock bottom emotionally. I don’t even know what to do. I just lay here day after day staring at the ceiling and walls and yes I have my room and he has his. This started about three months ago. I just want to give up.